To Whatever End

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Junhui was sent by his father to their graduation ball venue alone since Wonwoo will not attend the party. The truth is, he doesn’t want to go anymore because what? He is indisposed to attending the event. He doesn’t have any friend that is close enough to him to stay with him throughout the night and he know one person only who can bother to be with himㅡWonwoo. Junhui is also tired from being at the party. But he ended up going because his mother insisted that he needs to unwind and give himself a chance to rest from everything that happened to him. Plus, he will be graduating in a few weeks, he's going to leave the university so it is better for him to have at least one last elegant memory with this school. Yes, his parents know everything and it saddens them to learn about their son and his best friend’s state. Yet, they don’t want to bother and interfere in the situation. They respect Junhui and Wonwoo’s decision. Because if he told Wonwoo that he loves him, wouldn't it just add more pain to them? He doesn’t know but if Wonwoo insists, then who is he to hide all of it?

A sudden blood rush rose up to Junhui's cheeks that made him blush. He's sure Chan knows everything about him and Wonwoo. Finish that and go to your room to do your homework. You’ll not go outside until you’re done. Stay in your room.” Her loud mother told him and began to clean the things she used in treating her son’s gashes before grabbing his small pouch.Probably, thirty minutes to one hour.” And finally Junhui managed to speak but didn’t bother to look at Chan. That’s bullshit.” Junhui retorted with gritted teeth. “Aren’t we worthy of the risk? You’ll never lose me if we love each other, though.” Again, he is not mad at Chan nor at Wonwoo. No. He is mad at himself for having the feeling that he knows will never be valid for others. Junhui, please be kind to him. I want people who are important to me to become closer to my boyfriend, hmm?” Wonwoo proceedsㅡeyes are still close and smiling fondly. When Wonwoo went out of the toilet, Junhui was also done cleaning his room. “Thanks.” Wonwoo said plainly while massaging his temple and went directly to his bed to lie.

Junhui… p-please. Just...just stay. I’m s-scared.” Wonwoo almost teared up and it is obvious in his face and how he holds Junhui’s hand that he is really afraid. It hurts Junhui. So much. Junhui gets the tray that was delivered to them by his mother earlier for their lunch. “Eat, so you can take your medicine again.” You don't, Wonwoo. You don't genuinely love me. You just love me because you want to escape from the reality that it is Junhui.” Chan closed his eyes out of pain. “You love Junhui and it shows in your smile whenever you're talking about him. It was genuine, it was true and saying that you're afraid to lose him. And he's feeling the same, Wonwoo.” Tell me the problem, Junhui, because this is making me crazy! I’m suffering not being with you for a long time and it tortures me!” Wonwoo is crying his heart out and it hurts Junhui. He shook his best friend as he shouted at the top of his lungs. “I miss you, Junhui! I miss you…” His loud voice began to subside, losing his grip to his best friend’s collar, repeatedly saying he misses him so much.It was hard for Junhui. To be with Wonwoo, who is with boyfriend. He will never deny that he is hurt, because he really is and that was the most annoying thing that he could have. He doesn't want this kind of situation but he can't dictate his feelings. He is in love with his best friend and it hurts him knowing that Wonwoo is in love with someone else. To Chan, and not to him. On the contrary, he felt happy behind all this pain that he has. He's happy seeing Wonwoo smile because of Chan. Because at last, Wonwoo learned how to value love and know how to love. Finally, he's so grateful that Wonwoo feels that he is loved because he deserves it. Junhui is stunning. Many eyes were nailed at him the moment he entered the hall and he didn’t mind all of it. He doesn’t give a damn on them. But surely, many of them are simping over him. There was a moment of silence as they prepared their food, when a sudden thought occurred in Junhui’s head. “Why Uyu?” Then he keeps on acting and lying to his best friend that he has no time for some random things. He made Wonwoo understand that he has his priority now. He has a focus and goal that he needs to put his full attention to. No, he's not leaving Wonwoo behind, he's just fixing the situation and doing the things he knows are the best for them, especially for Wonwoo.